perth-ing@ 4:01 PM
Sunday, November 15, 2009
flight time: 1.10am.
lovely companion: xue yi.
destination: yu xuan's arms.

loves

=)
-embrace me in your arms, gently


r.n@ 11:22 PM
Friday, November 13, 2009
i am back from cruising!
cruised from sunday to wednesday.
tired is the word to describe. oh well.

before i go perth this sunday, i am rather bothered by something.
(beside not packing my luggage and worried that money not enough)

IS MY NADAL BALDING? cham ah. what to do huh?

nonetheless. i still heart him.


(http://www.rafaelnadal.com/nadal/image/upload_12cf0b07_120667d36b0__7ff8_00000000.jpg)

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i will be away in perth visiting my lovely sister from 16 to 22. miss me not yah?
yeah. no babysitting/houseworking for a week! sweeeeeeetness!

and then! it's to h.k.! wees!

take care all!

xoxo



=)
-embrace me in your arms, gently


foul-ing@ 11:30 PM
Sunday, September 27, 2009
i am in a bloody foul mood.now.damn.whatthehell.

i don't know which word is suitable to describe my feelings. but it sucks.totally.

i should still be very pumped up and excited (because tickets to Perth are booked),

instead, i am dumb folded by a rather disgusting situation.

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I sort of lost my father. now, i am losing my mother.

she's not ill or anything but some one out there is calling my mum, hers.

she's getting too close to her, to an extent which i am feeling disgusted.

i am not angry.
if you want me to be, you have not succeeded.

i am not jealous.
if you want, i will give up my position as her rightful daughter, to you.

but, giving up is not my kind of thing. fight me if you can.

even after the day i die, i shall be my mum's one and only daughter.
should you want to alter that, it will be over my dead's body.
should you want to spoil our r/s, i will put a knife right through your heart.

you can play your little game and go on with the pretending and acting,
but, even until you are dead, that will never ever happen.

you heard me. it's - 'never ever'.


true story.
-embrace me in your arms, gently


mad world@ 3:50 PM
Friday, September 25, 2009
don't we all agree that - sometimes, we think that this is a mad world?

i never hear the gary jules' version of mad world but the adam lambert's version blew me away and i am still trying to sit/think straight.

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All around are me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for the daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
And their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I wanna drown my sorrows
No tomorrow, no tomorrow

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very very,
Mad world, Mad world

Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy birthday, happy birthday
May they feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me

And I find it kind of funny,
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very very
Mad world, Mad world
Mad world, Mad world

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(repeat mode)
repeating for like 2500 times.
-embrace me in your arms, gently


l-o-v-e@ 12:40 AM
when he loves you truly, he will embrace all your flaws and scars
when he loves you truly, he will want to see all your ugly sides and times
when he loves you truly, he will not mind treating you like a princess
when he loves you truly, he will go through the good and the bad with you
when he loves you truly, he will go the extra mile just to make you smile
when he loves you truly, he will not ask for fairness
when he loves you truly, he will let you feel his importance when he hold you close
when he loves you truly, he will care, motivate and cheer you on whenever needed
when he loves you truly, he will let his insecurities take over him sometimes
when he loves you truly, he will not want anything bad to happen to you
when he loves you truly, he will only have eyes for you
when he loves you truly, he will treasure and cherish you
when he loves you truly, he will miss you even if you are right before his eyes
when he loves you truly, he will
kiss and dry your tears whenever you have them
when he loves you truly, he will
make you cry when he pop that important question

when he loves you truly and you love him truly,
true love will exist between the both of you.

i am sure the list will go on but so far, these are what i have thought of ...
feel free to add on!

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happy birthday to my dearest mummy!
i love you.
you are really fast & furious abt booking of cruise!
star cruise star cruise, phuket & penang, here we come!
woohoo!


happy birthday to lulu!!!
big hugs!
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happy knowing you for 5 years and 6 months.

=)
-embrace me in your arms, gently


of expression@ 12:44 AM
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
i want to get you like how much Hitler wanted the Jews
i want to get you like how much the "Inglorious Bastards" wanted the Nazis
i want to get you like how much a hungry and wild tiger needed a prey
i want to get you like how much a scavenger needed a corpse
i want to get you like how much a revengeful ghost needed a revenge

i want to get you like how much my hatred can lead me to.



are your emotions satisfying?
-embrace me in your arms, gently